New Year this time overwhelmed me. New wave rising and breaking on something hard and solid as a date. Groping for a moment trying to breathe. Maybe I can.
do not need to search for life and desire for peace.
My job is finished on the Leeuwin. It's already time to change again. Last day of sad and happy. Last day of the year.
I go back to school to learn, eager to surf a bit 'farther. Eager to show that change was possible. Maybe I need. Students without dollars and dreams waver in the wind age and cynicism. Esmeralda
part. China is waiting for two weeks. And I hope we stay for hours, for a few months, then who knows. We'll go, I guess.
I strained the tendon of the heel. Surprises fifty pulling exercise without any fencing and discover that it is no longer the same thing.
A little bitterness that adds to the bitterness of my other recent days. For the wrong thoughts. To the friends that I have to ask, not only to give. Physical pain that seems to just below the sternum, which I did not know if it's only sadness I'd be worried.
I dislocated my soul. Is not broken, I think. So I know for sure: we will put in place. But damn it hurts.
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